Kangin is a Star in Darkness that Shines the Brightest

In support to Kangin, I made this entry for him... This was posted October 29, 2009.

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Star in Darkness Shines the Brightest

What happens when you make millions of people happy?… You become a star… You earn people’s respect, support and love… And with high expectations, stars are keen to do their best…

Yet in anyway, they are still human… They have a life, a personal life that they sacrificed to feed the hungry crowd with news and updates. And it’s hard to give up that life because it leaves no privacy. With such fact, there are some who use it against them…

This sympathy for stars who gave up their own happiness for the happiness of others is the sympathy I’m feeling for Kangin… He’s not my favorite because he’s a bully; he uses his strength to force others and taking advantage of being a hyung among the members. But that doesn’t mean that I will hate him because from those negative comments that I have, it turns out to be a reason for me to search the goodness in him… At some point, I learn to appreciate him…

His witty remarks, concern for the younger members, his optimistic attitude and the discovery of his vulnerable heart behind his robust outside…

Amidst all incidents and problems he’s facing, people should realize that he is not the only person in the world who did the same mistake… Others even had it worse… He apologized, being accountable for his mistakes… It’s what every public figure must do in terms of trials…

By this I’m petitioning for further support for Kangin…

And for those people who keep on pushing him into darkness, why is it that you only judge his failure and not his success?… Remember that malicious gossips are only made by ignorant people who talks about other people rather than concentrating on things… If you have no reason for loving, then why hate him? Stop misjudging him…

Remember, “A Star in Darkness Shines the Brightest.”

CREDITS: student.nu.ac.th

I wish it's always Christmas...

This was an entry posted on 24th of December, 2009. That was the time when I'm bothered about Hankyung's issue (bothered until now) while celebrating Christmas...

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Merry Christmas Super Junior!!!

This Christmas, I’m asking for something useful… Things that are tangible and those that I want and not actually needed… In short, those are things that would bring luxury in my life…

Materialistic as it may sound but asking for those things are my simple way for diverting my self from all the issues… And in this manner, I’m already filling-up my real needs.

We, fans, are vulnerable from all the hurting and pain of our idols… When the ache is there, we feel it… And there’s nothing left for us but to wait and endure it until all goes fine…

“Instead of being a time of unusual behavior, Christmas is perhaps the only time in the year when people can obey their natural impulses and express their true sentiments without feeling self-conscious and, perhaps, foolish. Christmas, in short, is about the only chance a man has to be himself”.

~Francis C. Farley

It’s already my practice of looking for quotes that would inspire me for write something… And this remark of Farley is the most appropriate.

Reading this makes me believe that everything is under control. Talking about Hankyung’s issue, no matter how unwise it appears to others, it’s his only chance to be true to himself. And expressing what he really feels is brave enough to gain the support from me, us.

Furthermore, I also believe that Super Junior will remain Super Junior… It’ll be the 13 boys to perform their next hit songs… It’ll be the 13 boys waving their hands and smiling back at us… It’ll be 13 boys enthusiastically shouting “We are Super Juni~OR”…;p

Who are the guys before Super Junior?

This week will be alloted on reposting some of my favorite entries from ruijinminxoxo@wordpress...

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"The Guys before Super Junior"

Before Super Junior, I was in love to different other guys… On the first or second year of my high school, I got hooked up for the Taiwanese F4 leader Dao Ming Si (Jerry Yan) from the TV series “Meteor Garden”…

Months after it ended, other dramas coming from neighboring countries paved their way to Philippines and caught a lot of Filipino viewers and fans including me…

And to make my quick love stories short, I was once in love to those guys I never met… Men I can only see from TV screens. And in no particular order, I will name some of them… There’s Bryan/Zuo Yi Quan (Wu Chun)of “Hana Kimi”,

another Brian/Jiang Meng (Mike He) from “Devil Beside You/ E Mo Zai Shen Bian”,

Michael Jiang/Jiang Zhi Shu (Joe Cheng) from series “It started with a Kiss” and “They Kissed again”,

Prince Gian/Lee Shin (Joo Ji Hoon) and Troy/Lee Yul (Kim Jeong Hoon) of “Princess Hours/ Goong” and still a lot of them…

I would usually imagine that I’m playing a role on that particular drama’s, replacing the lead actresses and have the entire scene in favor of mine (a way to satisfy my WHOLESOME fantasies)…

But being in loved with them also created that sudden fright of something… It’s the lost of feelings… It’s like a ghost that keeps on haunting whenever I get myself crazy to guys like them… It’s bothering me, especially now that I’m not only in love with one person but there are thirteen of them… I’m in love with Super Junior that I’m afraid that if time passes again, that love might fade away…

That’s my motivation why I want to keep on writing about them… A reason to always be updated… The rationale for sharing my life to others circling around those boys…. Because if there’s one thing I didn’t do during my past “affairs”, it’s the thing I’m doing right now…

I haven’t proven anything to them yet but at least I know where to start and how to keep it going…

“Love starts from the idea of it. Soon it will dwell in the heart… But ideas could fade, just as love could die…. And to keep it alive, something must be done about it…”

>>>In other words, keep your love alive by writing (blogging) what’s on your mind and dedicating it to the one you endear the most<<<

CREDITS: images taken from: vicky_ngocxit, chipskjaa2, lovely_suju@photobucket, grazhishu@blogspot, pinoyexchange.com, men-photo.blogbus, crunchyroll.com, sookyeong@wordpress

Her best gift, a disease of love for SUJU

>>This post was one of my favorite and second entry in my wp account... I'm posting it here as my first entry because it tells how I fell in loved with the boys...<<

I would probably say that my second post should be rightfully directed to a very good friend of mine who inspires me for doing this… I really envy her for doing a great job in writing that made me create my own account too… (And I think this is the best way to practice and improve my writing ability too. Well who knows I might become as good as her someday)… ;p

This friend that I’m talking about is a certified Super Junior Fan… Not a very long time ago, I remember her introducing to me this 13-member boy group which at first didn’t impress me much… I can recall those days when I laugh really hard every time I see her go gaga for those guys in a manner you can’t even imagine (I’m telling you, this friend I’m talking about is really different when it comes to SUJU) .

She would let me or should I say force me to watch their videos from the net and then ask for my comments that should be in favor for her idols. That’s not a hard job though.

During those days, I’m beginning to gain that feeling of admiration and just a few days later, I’m nailed with them… haizzz... The funny thing is that I’m already acting things I don’t remember doing before. When she screams for them, I scream harder…

That day I just realized that loving Super Junior is like an outbreak of disease that would spread on every girl’s heart if not taken seriously. An infectious disease that would affect others rapidly, leaving the victims with no cure… (But let’s not be sad)… Looking at a brighter side, the SUJU disease is a sweet thing that could happen to you. It’s the same thing that happened to me, and I’m a very happy victim. And if there’s no cure, it’s alright for I would probably refuse the medications… haha… ;p

That disease of love that my friend gave to me is a treasure I would always remember. It may not be forever but I assure it’ll be for the rest of my life.

(sungmin ;p)